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To me, rope is about losing control
I started bottoming in a community where the presence of active power bottoms was very prominent. (…) In the beginning, I was trying to become like those models as they were the only role models that I’ve had. However, after some attempts, I started feeling like there is something in their approach that did not fit my personality and the reasons why I loved rope. (…) It was leaving too much control in the hands of the model (at least seemingly) and that was the opposite of what I wanted.
What I find so alluring in being hypnotized
Recently, I have experienced hypnosis in completely different circumstances from what I am used to, and the ease in which I followed and how much I enjoyed it, made me realise that I am much more into it than I anticipated. I knew that I loved it being used as a tool for asserting more control over me, but this experience made me understand better what I love about hypnosis in particular and that it might be much more my kink than I previously thought.